Apathy is our biggest flaw

What is your flaw? That question is "wow" i mean that's really hard question and i'm not saying that i'm a flawless person, i do have a flaw (we all have a flaw) but i think my biggest flaw is my apathy. sometimes i feel completely lack of emotion or motivation about something.

My apathy tends to sneak up on me, and it's really easy to get apathetic about something.  i find when i'm engaged and when i have a positive energy like "oh yeah i'm ready to go, i'm an awesome person" but i think the only thing that takes me down severely when i get apathetic, apathy is more dangerous than hate, why? because hate force to move forward at least in its prone to change (ya know it's not actually that different sometimes for love) it means that you care, and apathy is the exact opposite of that.  when you get locked into that you can lose yourself it's the most self-defeating quality i think there is for a human to have.  For me apathy usually comes when i'm not happy with how or what i'm doing something if i'm like "wow i really really suck at this" and i get really apathetic about it like it doesn't matter anyway just pfftt... and even it does matter even if it could matter because i feel bad about myself i let it go and long the same line it's also when i feed my addiction to the virtual world like social media, video games or just chilling out from the real world for too long, i mean everyone is got escape right now like everyone is gotta like watching video on YouTube, or playing video game or bolt your eyes on instagram you know something that helps you escaping from real world,

But when you do it too much you can lose yourself, you will lose your sense of reality and then it becomes a lot easier to just not care about anything at all.  I think a lot of time we enjoy ourselves more in the virtual world because we don't have to pay attention to what our lives are in reality and the virtual world is like easier to improve and it's easier to return like if you not care about to play something goes wrong in the virtual world you just like "pfftt... whatever" you can just move on to another virtual world and it's a lot easier than in real world, you just get one try you getting deal with all this thing that happened, and you have face up to it you can't ignore it and i think for me and for a lot of people it is when you ignore the problem then you grow apathetic about your own life, that's when we are not being "very good people" i guess...

And i think apathy is our biggest flaw, growing up in the age where the virtual world take over everything (like literally) it's hard to not being apathy and it's sad, i try to be more care about anything happened around me but still tho, if something goes out of my control it's easier to choose to be apathetic. it's sounds really really bad but that's the fact i am very sure that is not just my problem, you probably have the same problem as me.  i'm not sure how to fix this flaw but i think we all have to try to be more sympathy (i guess) i know it's hard but it still possible to us to be "not apathetic".

Okay guys i hope you enjoyed reading my short blog, my blogging schedule is really messed-up but i still love to post something in this blog. bye...

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